Should I kiss him at my going away party? (long story, please help me!!) Do you think he'd like it?

yes i think you should kiss him.and tell him how you feel. if you dont then you might lose out on a really great relatinship and regret it forever. i learned this the hard way. you just have to take a risk and see how it goes. if it doenst go well then at least you can say that you tried. but i think it will he sounds sweet and like he wants it. and if it does go well then you have a great guy and relationship. you only have one life. live it! dont waste time thinking about what you should do just do it! good luck to you and i hope this helps you!