Scariest moment in your life?

I thought it was bad when a couple months ago my sister ran over a dog at night time or when I almsot got ran over by a car when I was younger or when I almosted drowned in a pool, but today, today was the worst. I was on my way home from college and I drive. There was a busy intersection and the light was green so I kept going the speed limit. When I got closer to the intersection there was a young boy (about 8) riding his bike and he was justt starting to cross the road (he didn't look for oncoming traffic...he just kept going!). There were 2 lanes on this road for traffic heading in the same direction and I was on the side with the boys ws starting to cross....I almostt hit this boy!!!! I had to swerve (causing me to almost lose control of my car) just to avoid hitting this boy. I feel so bad! I couldn't do anything anything besides swerve and alhamdulillah this boy never got hurt...except maybe emotionally because of a near death experience. I would have wished death upon myself had I hit this boy and killed him...I just can't imagine...